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5.15.2019
Are you Feeling the Energy?
Today was strong in terms of solar energy -- all of a sudden, I was experiencing a high-level of stressful energy mixed with a wandering mind while dealing with business as usual, which can be tough at times! I usually look to the stars for familiar aspects which can and do often appear in natural cycles, but this energy was so strong! I have to think it was due to more than meets the eye:
5.06.2019
Memory Box
It is mostly a memory now, the part I took in bringing info. from the Reggae-Rock scene to the people and fans. It all seemed so easy; yet, it was work! It was a great freelance job because it was and still can be considered a movement - there are people who use this music to alleviate some of their stress from everyday demands and injustices. It is a nice way to unwind or just listen to some really good tunes. I had it all when I wrote about music because I was able to check it out and then tell a story. It was awesome!
Nowadays, I wonder whether I should keep it all in a memory box. It is hard because I am with a musician who is still active in his band. In fact, the band is great and I should be excited that I get to go to their shows and listen to powerful music. It is more relaxing and fun to enjoy music vs. criticize it. Here I am, however, trying to decide if I should get involved again.
There are many reasons why I do not want to go down that road another time. I have tried my hand twice at getting involved in the music scene and I did not enjoy doing so as a journalist. I did not like having to compete with non-media to secure passes, I do not enjoy the favoritism, and it is, indeed, work. In fact, the main reason I would go back to reporting on the happenings is to bring information to the people. I believe I am doing some a favor by delivering awareness on what can touch a soul or move a body. I just cannot stand the industry portion of the music scene.
I am here with Pandora's Box and it is as if angels are telling me to go out and give information freely to the masses; yet, I still hesitate. Information is not free - in fact, it takes a lot of time and dedication. It can be enjoyable but it is a job. Although I could be useful to many parts of it, something is also telling me to leave it in the past. I should let it go like so many other things on my wish-list.
Nowadays, I wonder whether I should keep it all in a memory box. It is hard because I am with a musician who is still active in his band. In fact, the band is great and I should be excited that I get to go to their shows and listen to powerful music. It is more relaxing and fun to enjoy music vs. criticize it. Here I am, however, trying to decide if I should get involved again.
There are many reasons why I do not want to go down that road another time. I have tried my hand twice at getting involved in the music scene and I did not enjoy doing so as a journalist. I did not like having to compete with non-media to secure passes, I do not enjoy the favoritism, and it is, indeed, work. In fact, the main reason I would go back to reporting on the happenings is to bring information to the people. I believe I am doing some a favor by delivering awareness on what can touch a soul or move a body. I just cannot stand the industry portion of the music scene.
I am here with Pandora's Box and it is as if angels are telling me to go out and give information freely to the masses; yet, I still hesitate. Information is not free - in fact, it takes a lot of time and dedication. It can be enjoyable but it is a job. Although I could be useful to many parts of it, something is also telling me to leave it in the past. I should let it go like so many other things on my wish-list.
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