Hollow

As much as I have tried to fill my heart with patience, good deeds, and low expectations, I find I still suffer. I suffer from lack of support, lack of warmth, and mostly, a hollow heart. I am trying, though. I am trying to stay happy, hopeful, and fulfilled. Really, I am happy! I love my life; though, there are bumps and rough edges. I admit, I did not have the most stable childhood, and to this day, I am unsure if life choices came from my upbringing or independent spirit. Sure, I had to make it ... all by myself, with little support. In fact, to this day, I have little support from loved ones for whatever reasons besides selfishness, mental health, and perhaps, their own upbringing. For, I come from a small family tree, which is somewhat broken. So many branches and green leaves have fallen off; yet, still, I persist.

It is like falling down. Sometimes, I fall so hard, I cannot get back up - rather, I feel as if I cannot rise, but then I do. I get up and face another day. I face my life - practically alone -  even if I do have a beautiful family in which I also helped to create. In fact, I have a beautiful life! The sun shines down on us, and we are so blessed because we all work so hard; yet, still, I remain lonely.

I cannot help but think I will always be alone. Indeed, I must face each challenge alone, and sometimes, each reward. Really, it appears that life is about achievements and tests; we are constantly being tested on morality and human endeavors. Is it my own doing? Is everything of my own doing? Am I the sole creator of my life, or am I randomly selected to experience various types of activities to which I must adhere? Perhaps there is no such thing as fate. Perhaps there are no higher powers which assist humanity in either rising or falling. After all, that is all hocus-pocus! So, then, what is the exact definition of morality... and to whom? Just because I am a fractional part of humanity does not mean I cannot define things on my own. I am my own person, and still, I continue on.

I do not have a hollow heart. In fact, it is filled with genuine love, compassion, kindness, and gratitude. I am happy. I am grateful. I notice blessings and am thankful for sunshine and security. I have hope, and I try to not allow fear to get the best of me as I fill my head with nonsense - the kind that is constantly reported on TV or social media. Okay, so it may not all be nonsense, but a true portrayal of various activities taking place on Earth in which I mostly have no control. I cannot decide the destiny of humanity, nor can I steer it clear of certain, fateful tragedies; though, I may add a bit of positivity by sharing, caring, or even just smiling.

Perhaps I have a bit of a hollow heart. Perhaps I do not mean everything I say, feel, or think and I fake a smile to just get by since I have no control over everyday occurrences of random societies. So much goes on, it appears smart not to stop, breathe, and relax. Okay, maybe it is actually healthy to take a break and relax a little by not being so stressed and consumed with constant information that continues to pop up hour by hour, day-by-day. There must be more to life than just nonstop news, communication, dutiful responsibilities, and contributions - not to mention family obligations. There must be more to this hollow existence than what appears to be a black hole getting sucked back into itself, and therefore, back toward eternity.

There must be more to this hollow existence.

Energy Increasing

Energy and Frequency are increasing.

Just the other day, I wrote about a mysterious object NASA is watching in the Milky Way called G2. Scientists thought it was a dust cloud; now, it might be helping to cause galactic flares. You know what that means, right? Energy is increasing.

There is a whole philosophy right now on the power of Light. Well, the Illuminati continued the study of it through Science while religions were explaining it as God. There have been many ways to explain how light radiates heat and energy. Now, the continuing philosophy is that humans can and might be light beings. (Think, early Prometheus!) We radiate some form of energy many probably refer to as the soul.

As NASA and other groups of scientists have discovered, stars portray endless energy and even behavior. A binary star system consists of two stars being drawn toward each other's energy. Stars are also known to become supernovas, explode and then become a neutron star, or dwarf pulsating through the universe - seemingly never dying. What if such energy is connected to an individual soul?

Since I still have an interest in Ancient wisdom and thinking, I ran into this article from a Facebook friend through a website called Trinfinity8.com. There, Dr. Kathy Forti, a clinical psychologist writes about how earth's "Schumann Resonance," or OM (AUM) has also increased in frequency.

Forti explains that for years, Earth's frequency has been radiating at a steady 7.83 Hz and since June of 2014, it may have changed, with some space equipment tuning it in at around 8.5 Hz, and counting. At times, it may have gone as high as 16.5 Hz, according to Forti. That means Earth is flooding with energy! Hallelujah, it is the return of Light!

Since I also keep up with other scientific-based websites,  I mentioned in my article on G2, that this mysterious energy, solar energy, and even earth energy can play a role in human function. Our minds can be tuning into these very frequencies and energies. Our world could be changing, and so can we!

Courtesy of Gerd Altmann

Even if such energy and vibrations fluctuate and disappear, it is a presence in which one who is tuned into his or her true heart energy can feel as guiding, uplifting, and increasing. Indeed, it is high-energy which can cause fluctuations in one's daily to weekly life, and even one's world. After all, the connections and energy we have here on earth are tremendous and on-point. We are all supposed to be where we are at, in this moment, at this exact time... not only to discover more awareness, but also experience what Life has to offer - whether one has the most dire set of circumstances or most blessed way of living. We're all in this together on ONE PLANET!

Lastly, if one is not amazed with the advancement of civilization, one has to be in denial. And, as a lot of us know, most people who live in denial like to stay in denial, so we won't blame any skeptics. But, for those of us who believe in Light, who believe in infinite creation and abstract destruction, and who believe in the connection of heart energy, we will be amazed at this influx of cosmic energy, solar energy, and magnetic energy. We will feel within our heart, all the fluctuations, all the vast changes, and all the infinite wisdom of  one true power which can destroy and renew us all, the true essence of Light.

For more information, check out these articles:

• Mystery Object, G2
• Schumann Resonance
• Rendition of G2 Force impacting Sgr A* via YouTube.com

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Friday the 13th - Divine Love

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The event was intended to be forgotten, burnt so only its ashes existed. Yet, the spirit of such a phenomenal event lived on and became celebrated as Friday, the 13th, with future attributions relating to the number 13.

If one looks closely at this number, one can interpret its significance. Sure, the 13th was the date when most women were massacred for controlling the world with beauty, sexual desire, and an emotional state-of-being. Before then, women were worshiped and considered sacred as our physical bodies meant the birth of new life and nurture, and emotional attachment.

We were then condemned as witches, ones who could not bear any more power over our brothers and life systems. We were burned alive and enslaved, becoming powerless to bear the aggressive and forceful nature of man.

We also had protectors, those in touch with their compassionate side - those who honored and respected the cycle in life which bore new life. Those who appreciated and respected the essence and feel of the Divine Feminine. Those who helped to continue and sustain the birth of new life.

Now, we are here, at the mercy of present-day systems, both Old and New. Now, we are here, still continuing the gift of life, the essence of divinity, the nurture of emotions. For, it is with a mother's touch that all human beings can know and feel love. It is with a mother's touch that one may feel protected and capable, for all life forms are that of masculine and feminine, combined; except for those few who are capable of sustaining Divine Femininity on their own.

The number 13 is the figure that follows sacred 12 levels - 12 months, 12 hours of day, 12 hours of night, 12 steps before starting over... back to Zero, or back to ONE? Zero is thirteen as 13 is the number for which all is lost and gone into the process of renewal. Thirteen is sacred in creation, in how it relates to the in-between from ending to NEW beginning.

Four is often associated with the GOD number in Numerology. Four is the sacred family - mother, father, daughter, and son. Four is Life. Four is complete. With the sacred family comes sacred life, sustained.

Today, we live in a world where parts of masculinity still act as tyranny, where logic must make sense, be applicable, and exclude emotion. We live in lop-sided systems from this, which are often unhappy, incomplete, and usually frustrated. Even our brain has shown us two hemispheres, which include both logic and emotion to function completely. Therefore, we are suppressing emotion. We are suppressing expression. We are suppressing our Divine Femininity.

Until we can acknowledge the Divine Feminine in all of us, until we can balance masculinity with femininity, we will continue to live in a crooked world where only half of us are represented, and half of us are suppressed to nearly extinction. And, as many of us know the peaceful, eternal presence state-of-being, we know that it is not particularly saddening to leave unto a different world through transformation, carrying with us these lessons of our scars and remnants of our beauty.

To all women who represent Divine Love, Nurture, Emotional Intelligence, and the Pathway to Eternity, may GOD BLESS ALL FORMS OF LIFE with your Ever-Presence.



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(Stay tuned for an upcoming fairytale related to the sacred pathway of femininity)


~EternaL Love LOVES YOU