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9.09.2024
Bare Naked
A glimpse of my toe
after a long hard day
Sparkling blue
and a wiggle too.
Long and slender,
pulled from tunnels
of fabric so confining,
Legs breathe to be Free.
Disappear
behind a canvas,
my body twitches
as it reveals its true self.
Unlatch the cups,
spread wide, my body,
the feminity
of letting it all out.
Am I healthy?
Am I fit?
Do I make myself
appear stronger than I am, I wonder.
A deep breath.
A large exhale.
I see myself,
as I am.
Each and every curve,
smooth as hills of grass,
soft to touch
and as real as being Bare Naked.
6.19.2023
Total Connectedness
Into Me
Into Each Other,
Eye before Eye
I See You.
Words cannot describe
each and every time,
Encapsulated
No Other Alike.
One on One
Day and Night,
Together Forever
Our Worlds Collide.
Beautiful
as the Sun,
Open Up
The Time has Come.
Into You
Into Me,
Total Connectedness
Our Souls set Free.
Amazingness
Glory,
Entwined
Meditation.
Under The Light
in Complete Silence,
Mine is Yours
and Yours is Mine.
Peaceful
as the Moon,
We remain
in golden glow.
Into Each Other,
Eye before Eye
I See You.
Words cannot describe
each and every time,
Encapsulated
No Other Alike.
One on One
Day and Night,
Together Forever
Our Worlds Collide.
Beautiful
as the Sun,
Open Up
The Time has Come.
Into You
Into Me,
Total Connectedness
Our Souls set Free.
Amazingness
Glory,
Entwined
Meditation.
Under The Light
in Complete Silence,
Mine is Yours
and Yours is Mine.
Peaceful
as the Moon,
We remain
in golden glow.
7.14.2022
Souls Connect
So many wonder about a soul. Does one really exist? How do we measure one? Where is the proof? Even if a soul appears before their very eye.
Networks and connections, electrified - there is always energy. Such universal forces twirling around in fate's destiny, only to collide to form other possibilities and life-forms. Only those willing to crash into one another can feel destiny's wheel.
Stars attract stars, planets orbit planets and suns, all of this connection creates a galactic community of energy and dust. Combining together to make substance, let it make souls connect. Together, we can accomplish so much.
Not existing. That is the wonder, but where we travel is ours. Where we connect, we will eventually see it, possibly hear it, and if we're lucky, we will experience it. How fragile is the life, but moreso, the forms from which it feeds.
10.18.2021
Soulmates
As Bob Marley sang, "Is this love?"
A strong association says it all - coincidences, passion, unspoken moments of what appears to be electrified connections stating, it is meant to be.
It is not easy to deny such a seemingly inevitable bond. It is the utmost suffering to not to be able to do anything about it with a so-called truth that if two are meant to be, they will find one another. Meaningful moments, mind-blowing connection and unrelenting feelings steering the vessels of two souls toward each other, possibly stuck in fate. Is this love?
Time is not on their side when these souls are not yet ready to meet. Perhaps they are not meant for one another, for two souls destined to find each other will always find a way ... eventually, or then, it is not destined. Soulmates can still find one another even if designated to someone else through hard contracts dealt in physical terms. For, if such destiny is true, nothing would matter even as moments continue to be fleeting and time continues ticking away.
An undeniable connection so electric, two souls who have searched and found each other through particular ways is indescribable. To experience such moments is to not be dissuaded by hard boundaries and avoid crossing lines, but to twirl around in fate's spiral and become one with the stars. Spiritual law rules over spirituality as what is meant to be, it is meant to be.
Such collided fates of eventuaL soulmates can be experienced if their destinies are meant to be, for these mates are tied beyond reason and will eventuaLLy find one another, whether in this life or next. But, if these two cannot express and release the built-up attachment of that which also accompanies desperation, loneliness, and a love yearning to be conquered, what storms will build and release in the saddest of current times. Soulmates are for now.
5.21.2021
Digital Age
For some time, now, humanity has been experiencing a digital age which has taken off to new heights, some of which has never been seen before, even in areas outside of Earth which almost appear beyond our control. We have inventions which can trace other areas outside our planet; yet, we can only physically really explore the dry red planet next to us. Indeed, exploration and innovation have taken off and our world is more interconnected.
During this transformation in the technology of commerce, communication, and mobility, it is amazing to note how quick we humans can gain access to one another. This includes using means through telecommunication, transportation, and even video capability. Not only can people talk, type, video conference or artfully express themselves into machines which then transport the information (almost instantaneously around the world) to another source, but transactions are almost as swift, too. Not only is a global market within reach, if not already here, but global conferences are available, too. In fact, Global Interaction through digital means is inevitable.
Most of these possibilities in technology are due to satellites. With a grand space force and international community making it all possible, humanity is able to execute more information and opportunity around the world than in previous times. After a pandemic hit the entire world, it is more obvious how our species can function digitally and accomplish many different things.
It is important to establish a digital identity and protect one's digital image and assets. Though it seems silly to make a profile and go through existing files and sort through all kinds of data, it is important to protect one's self from Identity Theft, scams, and digital robbery. It would be advised to find an expert in technical-ware if one is not aware of varying (possibly, much-needed) options. Resort to trusted sources.
If our world can survive machinery and all its great inventions, than perhaps humanity can exist in a world surrounded by concrete and metal.
10.30.2020
Fate can be so cruel
To the many who believe in Fate, I feel ya! Fate can include various occurrences, including synchronicity, intuition, déjà-vu, and telepathy. There is a wise sense in knowing and foretelling; though, many skeptics will state otherwise. I mean, what is this idea of Fate? If meant to imply the future is written and we all lead a destined path, then there is no logic to such a theory.
Perhaps magic is in the mind or just an illusion. In fact, what is illusion? Is it imagination? delusion? Psychosis? One most likely assumes if a person claims to to see something others do not, that person is suffering from a mental health issue. This could be correct in that perhaps people like mediums or psychics can sense something deeper which others cannot, but that does not equate to being mentally unfit to decipher fact from fiction.
When it comes to Fate, it is almost as if the inevitable is likely to occur. Well, guess what? Unlikely events are likely to occur. Sure, such events will not show up consistently, as in a row; it just means that certain points in a person's life is fated, or meant to happen. Of course, the theory on cause-and-effect is also notable. There have been worldwide tests on the likeliness of cause-and-effect synchronicity which have been detailed by machines that were able to detect a global reaction through the syncing of numbers. What was the conclusion of such experiment? A particular reaction caused random participants among various continents to sync machines which produced random numbers to suddenly sync to one particular number, indicating a mysterious link to group-think, human potential.
To the ones who still want to believe in paving your own way, that is referred to as free-will. All of us should remember we have our own willpower in doing and getting things done. So be it. When we cross paths in choices which need to be made to steer the course of our fate, we must remember who steers the ship. Most of us would do good in taking responsibility for our own life choices once we are able to decipher between reason and bouts of insanity. For instance, it is insane to think something or someone will change because another person commands it. Instead, we must choose to encourage and/or find solutions to remedy the situation, if needed; otherwise, we may chose to ignore it and it will either disappear or grow into something bigger which some of us may not be able to handle. After all, if we were meant to learn from it, we will eventually comprehend the lesson.
Fate can be so cruel but it is wise to remember that most of us can and do make choices which may be for the better or ruining of our self. Therefore, we must not ignore history, intuition and Fate when it comes to the direction of our own livelihood and even that of our own country. It is always wiser to follow one's trusted intuition and lead a better life for self and all.
4.18.2020
2020 is powerful
There is no doubt that the concept of time is a powerful tool; however, the occurrence of space occupation, matter, or simply energy outside our planet is far more amazing! Perhaps, as Earthlings, we are inspired by forces beyond ourselves because we have no control over what happens outside our realm - maybe even inside of it, as well. The year 2020 is going to be powerful and we are only a third of a way into it.
Although many societies exist, common goals appear to want to uplift many out of poverty and achieve a basic-level type of living, which may or may not include shelter, electricity, food, jobs, education and medicine. To obtain these things is a costly way-of-life but one which takes care of basic needs and may even add comfort.
Many of us are lucky to have what we have in more developed nations. In fact, some citizens may not even realize what they have compared to others because it appears as normal. Millions, however, have opportunity to not only be healthy, knowledgeable, and successful, but also influential and widespread. Some may even try to play God and achieve things which seem nearly impossible.
Man has tried to win over and control nature, but somehow, Mother Nature always finds a way whether it is by weather, natural-occurring phenomenon or spatial influence. There is so much possibility; yet, there is a need to control from humanity so that civilization is not vulnerable or at the mercy of outer influence.
In 2012, we reached the Galactic Center and now we are seeing evidence of a switch in its magnetic field, as well as our own. There is something happening to Earth's magnetic poles but there is also a change in the ripples of energy above us. It is a phenomenon that has taken place over the ages but which is happening now due to cyclical occurrences, and perhaps, location. If, indeed, we are at a certain point in the Galactic Center, as seen from above that also influences the energy of our sun, and thereby our planet's own magnetic field and poles, well, that is just incredible!
We are at a powerful time in 2020 with the means to witness such occurrences happening right before our very eye, even if it is through the use of technology and communication. While many may be mesmerized by entertainment and chatter happening around the world, it is motivating to know that some of us can witness changes occurring right before us, even if we would otherwise have not known about it.
Stay aware out there!
Although many societies exist, common goals appear to want to uplift many out of poverty and achieve a basic-level type of living, which may or may not include shelter, electricity, food, jobs, education and medicine. To obtain these things is a costly way-of-life but one which takes care of basic needs and may even add comfort.
Many of us are lucky to have what we have in more developed nations. In fact, some citizens may not even realize what they have compared to others because it appears as normal. Millions, however, have opportunity to not only be healthy, knowledgeable, and successful, but also influential and widespread. Some may even try to play God and achieve things which seem nearly impossible.
Man has tried to win over and control nature, but somehow, Mother Nature always finds a way whether it is by weather, natural-occurring phenomenon or spatial influence. There is so much possibility; yet, there is a need to control from humanity so that civilization is not vulnerable or at the mercy of outer influence.
In 2012, we reached the Galactic Center and now we are seeing evidence of a switch in its magnetic field, as well as our own. There is something happening to Earth's magnetic poles but there is also a change in the ripples of energy above us. It is a phenomenon that has taken place over the ages but which is happening now due to cyclical occurrences, and perhaps, location. If, indeed, we are at a certain point in the Galactic Center, as seen from above that also influences the energy of our sun, and thereby our planet's own magnetic field and poles, well, that is just incredible!
We are at a powerful time in 2020 with the means to witness such occurrences happening right before our very eye, even if it is through the use of technology and communication. While many may be mesmerized by entertainment and chatter happening around the world, it is motivating to know that some of us can witness changes occurring right before us, even if we would otherwise have not known about it.
Stay aware out there!
12.27.2019
Capricorn Christmas energy
Wow! What a Christmas, at least energetically. There was intense energy happening in various parts of the planet and apparently our sky as an asteroid identified as 2000 CH59 passed by early in the eastern part of the world on Dec. 26 and late on Christmas in the western region. A solar eclipse was also happening at this time.
This phenomena is not only tied to astrology and astronomy, it includes geological effects. Our planet is at an amazing timeframe of energy as scientists confirm the magnetic north is moving at various paces. At first it was progressing in a slow, random manner but now appears to be headed toward Siberia at 25 to 34 miles per year. Though that may seem slow to some, it is significant to a possible polar reversal.
Many scientists assume not much will happen to our planet as we know it, except for navigation issues and flight control. In fact, with the current energy from the South Atlantic Anomaly (SAA) possibly bringing in more radiation as Earth's magnetic field continues to weaken and different anomalies show up elsewhere, we may all be experiencing an influx of energy in which we must prepare ourselves by drinking (preserving and purifying) water and staying hydrated, as well as protecting ourselves from too much solar radiation while outdoors.
Happy New Year from the Gregorian Calendar perspective! The year 2020 might just be a hotter, brighter, potentially faster kind of year.
For more updates, stay tuned to this blog or other possible outlet.
Thanks for tuning in!
This phenomena is not only tied to astrology and astronomy, it includes geological effects. Our planet is at an amazing timeframe of energy as scientists confirm the magnetic north is moving at various paces. At first it was progressing in a slow, random manner but now appears to be headed toward Siberia at 25 to 34 miles per year. Though that may seem slow to some, it is significant to a possible polar reversal.
Many scientists assume not much will happen to our planet as we know it, except for navigation issues and flight control. In fact, with the current energy from the South Atlantic Anomaly (SAA) possibly bringing in more radiation as Earth's magnetic field continues to weaken and different anomalies show up elsewhere, we may all be experiencing an influx of energy in which we must prepare ourselves by drinking (preserving and purifying) water and staying hydrated, as well as protecting ourselves from too much solar radiation while outdoors.
Happy New Year from the Gregorian Calendar perspective! The year 2020 might just be a hotter, brighter, potentially faster kind of year.
For more updates, stay tuned to this blog or other possible outlet.
Thanks for tuning in!
11.07.2019
7 Years Later
I have always believed there are significant points in time which should and do matter to our planet and humanity. My beliefs have been confirmed in studies and current events, which have included such subjects as Geology, Physical Geography, and readings of various cultural beliefs.
The truth of the matter is I pay attention to the Mayan Calendar. There is a significance to 2012, which studies in Astrology also confirm. Our current state of existence is in a precious space/time point where different types of energy fluctuate and natural occurrences recycle over time. Such action is taking place at this moment - not at an alarming rate but surely progressing. Indeed! Natural cycles appear to occur which affect humanity and other species on earth, but how does it effect our intellect? Will we all witness a transformation so epic that only a few will remain to tell their version of what happened ... as has happened in past times? Such occurrences are rare and do happen; humanity will simply respond, especially with our type of intellect.
We are in a phenomenal space/time zone where innovation is flourishing and limits are expanding. Scientists are finding planetary bodies which mimic Earth's climate -- exoplanets which could carry life similar to ours. Now is the time for us to become aware of our human potential and how it is impacting our state of existence. Even the possibility of extraterrestrial life is becoming closer to actualization while some are on the verge of replicating human existence from laboratories with their design of brain functions, clones, and expansive research that will continue to save and change more lives. It is a time to put attention to how brilliant our own species is developing and expanding.
Though such innovation and new experiences are unbelievable, our environment is sensitive to such human impact. Pollution and smog, for example, create problems which affect health and climate. Whether we like to admit it or not, Nature reacts to any and all changes which are carried out from human interference, including gaseous air, wildfires, water pollution, altered landscape, even famine. Though we have shown enduring responses with artificial environments, which can and does mimic nature, such types of environments (and laboratories) are still at its premature levels; humanity may still have to test and use survival skills to advance or preserve natural living in these environments just mentioned.
Spirituality, on the other hand, is an intuitive belief system, dear to many. How it recalls the origin of existence, the fate of many, and the karmic reaction to all that takes place in this experience called life may be impacted not only by unseen guidance that is beyond logical comprehension, but also cyclical occurrences. It is hard to refute cycles which naturally occur or result from an experience already witnessed, but many do believe in fate and karma. No matter the differences in belief systems, time and space have shown the likeliness of certain events taking place which will eventually affect life and environment. It is happening now, but Science is still studying it. We are fortunate to experience these levels of change and occurrences which have a high likeliness of occurring but during a different time and space. Now may be the time to realize and prepare for such great changes.
The truth of the matter is I pay attention to the Mayan Calendar. There is a significance to 2012, which studies in Astrology also confirm. Our current state of existence is in a precious space/time point where different types of energy fluctuate and natural occurrences recycle over time. Such action is taking place at this moment - not at an alarming rate but surely progressing. Indeed! Natural cycles appear to occur which affect humanity and other species on earth, but how does it effect our intellect? Will we all witness a transformation so epic that only a few will remain to tell their version of what happened ... as has happened in past times? Such occurrences are rare and do happen; humanity will simply respond, especially with our type of intellect.
We are in a phenomenal space/time zone where innovation is flourishing and limits are expanding. Scientists are finding planetary bodies which mimic Earth's climate -- exoplanets which could carry life similar to ours. Now is the time for us to become aware of our human potential and how it is impacting our state of existence. Even the possibility of extraterrestrial life is becoming closer to actualization while some are on the verge of replicating human existence from laboratories with their design of brain functions, clones, and expansive research that will continue to save and change more lives. It is a time to put attention to how brilliant our own species is developing and expanding.
Though such innovation and new experiences are unbelievable, our environment is sensitive to such human impact. Pollution and smog, for example, create problems which affect health and climate. Whether we like to admit it or not, Nature reacts to any and all changes which are carried out from human interference, including gaseous air, wildfires, water pollution, altered landscape, even famine. Though we have shown enduring responses with artificial environments, which can and does mimic nature, such types of environments (and laboratories) are still at its premature levels; humanity may still have to test and use survival skills to advance or preserve natural living in these environments just mentioned.
Spirituality, on the other hand, is an intuitive belief system, dear to many. How it recalls the origin of existence, the fate of many, and the karmic reaction to all that takes place in this experience called life may be impacted not only by unseen guidance that is beyond logical comprehension, but also cyclical occurrences. It is hard to refute cycles which naturally occur or result from an experience already witnessed, but many do believe in fate and karma. No matter the differences in belief systems, time and space have shown the likeliness of certain events taking place which will eventually affect life and environment. It is happening now, but Science is still studying it. We are fortunate to experience these levels of change and occurrences which have a high likeliness of occurring but during a different time and space. Now may be the time to realize and prepare for such great changes.
7.14.2019
Cancer Season and Retrogrades
It is currently Cancer Season and the sign of Cancer is known for being emotional, family-oriented, and deeply attached. Cancer loves the comfort of home and knowing there are those waiting for him or her to return from whatever journey is underway. It is also Eclipse Season, so there is a very karmic knot tied to new beginnings and overdue endings. All of this is occurring while planets are in retrograde and the north node is in the sign of Cancer, while the south node is in Capricorn. Capricorn is hosting Saturn and Pluto retrogrades, and even though Saturn is the ruling planet of Capricorn - meaning it is restrictive, concrete, and responsible, it is also peering over each soul as if some of us must meet certain karmic obligations. Pluto, in the meantime, is playing with our psyche and mind, and perhaps forcing some of us to dig deep into our meaning and purpose.
Jupiter is at home in its own sign of Sagittarius and Neptune, as well, in Pisces. Both are retrograde, which means for Jupiter in Sag., some of us may be actively thinking of searching for new beginnings or something different, and more than usual, while also considering changing parts of our own lifestyle. Neptune retrograde in Pisces may have us in a dreamland we do not want to leave, and to even do so may be quite foggy for a lot of us.
The notorious Mercury Retrograde may be causing electronics to go haywire, traffic to be absurd, and/or communication to be slower than usual, or perhaps that is just the way some of us roll! Sure, many of us can blame Mercury going backwards for some crazy occurrences happening in our individual life, but the truth of the matter is that Mercury is a fast-moving planet, and when it appears to be going backwards from our perspective, it seems to slow down time. So, perhaps many of us are aware that we need to slow down and things are happening before our very eye which is causing us to realize these kinds of moments.
The biggest effect most likely felt right now is Chiron going retrograde in Aries. Chiron is a wounded healer, but also an asteroid, so it is seen as an outcast that cuts deep into our healing soul. In other words, anyone who knows what it is to be hurt perhaps by those we love or had trusted is revisiting certain emotions and wounds which need more time to heal or pass. It is in the sign of Aries, so some of us may be experiencing egotistical defeats since many of us rely on our ego to dictate our self-confidence and worth. Just know that even though Chiron is reopening wounds, it is only to lead many back to their higher self.
5.15.2019
Are you Feeling the Energy?
Today was strong in terms of solar energy -- all of a sudden, I was experiencing a high-level of stressful energy mixed with a wandering mind while dealing with business as usual, which can be tough at times! I usually look to the stars for familiar aspects which can and do often appear in natural cycles, but this energy was so strong! I have to think it was due to more than meets the eye:
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| Courtesy of NOAA |
5.06.2019
Memory Box
It is mostly a memory now, the part I took in bringing info. from the Reggae-Rock scene to the people and fans. It all seemed so easy; yet, it was work! It was a great freelance job because it was and still can be considered a movement - there are people who use this music to alleviate some of their stress from everyday demands and injustices. It is a nice way to unwind or just listen to some really good tunes. I had it all when I wrote about music because I was able to check it out and then tell a story. It was awesome!
Nowadays, I wonder whether I should keep it all in a memory box. It is hard because I am with a musician who is still active in his band. In fact, the band is great and I should be excited that I get to go to their shows and listen to powerful music. It is more relaxing and fun to enjoy music vs. criticize it. Here I am, however, trying to decide if I should get involved again.
There are many reasons why I do not want to go down that road another time. I have tried my hand twice at getting involved in the music scene and I did not enjoy doing so as a journalist. I did not like having to compete with non-media to secure passes, I do not enjoy the favoritism, and it is, indeed, work. In fact, the main reason I would go back to reporting on the happenings is to bring information to the people. I believe I am doing some a favor by delivering awareness on what can touch a soul or move a body. I just cannot stand the industry portion of the music scene.
I am here with Pandora's Box and it is as if angels are telling me to go out and give information freely to the masses; yet, I still hesitate. Information is not free - in fact, it takes a lot of time and dedication. It can be enjoyable but it is a job. Although I could be useful to many parts of it, something is also telling me to leave it in the past. I should let it go like so many other things on my wish-list.
Nowadays, I wonder whether I should keep it all in a memory box. It is hard because I am with a musician who is still active in his band. In fact, the band is great and I should be excited that I get to go to their shows and listen to powerful music. It is more relaxing and fun to enjoy music vs. criticize it. Here I am, however, trying to decide if I should get involved again.
There are many reasons why I do not want to go down that road another time. I have tried my hand twice at getting involved in the music scene and I did not enjoy doing so as a journalist. I did not like having to compete with non-media to secure passes, I do not enjoy the favoritism, and it is, indeed, work. In fact, the main reason I would go back to reporting on the happenings is to bring information to the people. I believe I am doing some a favor by delivering awareness on what can touch a soul or move a body. I just cannot stand the industry portion of the music scene.
I am here with Pandora's Box and it is as if angels are telling me to go out and give information freely to the masses; yet, I still hesitate. Information is not free - in fact, it takes a lot of time and dedication. It can be enjoyable but it is a job. Although I could be useful to many parts of it, something is also telling me to leave it in the past. I should let it go like so many other things on my wish-list.
3.01.2019
Institution of Marriage
The topic of marriage has been on my mind seeing how I am - how does one say, unmarried. It is not the smartest decision since I cohabit and have kids. In fact, I do feel like an outsider. I feel like an ol' prostitute popping babies I have no business having because society silently dictates they are bastards and will most likely become beggars who remain in peasantry for the New Age.
I live a normal life under a roof, working and taking care of kids and their father. It seems pretty official I should be Married, with children. The reason - yet again - I choose not to get married is because I do not believe in the institution of it. It is so confining! Though I see how commitment is crucial, I do not think one must take a vow of "'til death do us part."
There was a time when a friend suggested divorce is common and a grand option. As many would concur, Then, what is the point??! In a way, that is my point! That, right there, proves both statements cancels one another - thus, end of story.
The real reason I do not care for the institution of marriage is because it is - yet again - another institution. I have spent so much of my life trying to understand institutions and society. To me, one cannot exist without the other. It is so complex (rather, such a complicated relationship) that whoever said we enter this world as either a slave or prisoner is somewhat correct.
Oh-no! I am complaining again. Waah, waah, waah! Life is so hard! Most of us have to work to make a living under a concrete system which often slants progress with little payback. Waah! To some who only focus on work, money, and fleeing relationships, especially those involving that which can and does perpetuate humanity but without "getting involved" -- sure, most can find sooooooo much time to do as they please. Actually, that is to state, they have a lot of opportunity to climb various ladders and stay afloat ... in buildings. Lets be honest, most can and do take the elevator, live an indoor, comfortable life, and simply use the excuse of travel as their vacation time while claiming to also have glorious (lonely) lives. That is their chance and choice to do as they please. Sure!
As for the 70 percent of us, give or take, who contribute to various industrialized nations and commerce, we are the ones who often have a family, buy the house and cars, and help economies and communities thrive. We are the ones who prolong the world through business, culture, and even the endeavor of humanity, which is simply to experience, grow and live. We contribute (enormously) to lifestyles and development, and are the hardworking families who, in essence, need the legality of the institution of marriage for our family.
Let us think, for a moment, how most children come into industrialized nations - born in a hospital, often go to a childcare facility or preschool at an toddler age; then, enter elementary, middle and high school, and eventually go to college. Afterwards, that same human being gets a job for the next 30 years or so. During this development, many can and do fall in love and will likely get married or cannot wait to do so. He or she will probably have a family or build in other ways. Eventually, that person or persons will strive to reach the institution of retirement. (An "institution" is used here because it is the organization of saving money, which will likely be invested in another institution that borrows and then pays back that money.)
Everything appears to be an institution! I am unsure how and who can stand to exist and breathe in such a way as to be raised mostly by institutions for the majority of one's life. I cannot imagine being indoors almost all of my life because I would not be able to tolerate that. To me, that is probably why so many people who live and work in industrialized nations end up divorced, broke, or angry.
To conclude on the institution of marriage, I find it beautiful that many look forward to having a grand wedding and building a life together -- possibly even having a family. It is actually the essence of life to create and keep a family, or tribe. Sure, it is like performing a magic show on a balance beam - one is constantly showcasing what looks like a well-rehearsed performance while maintaining his or her balance in life. Many know this kind of natural living makes one commit time and dedication, particularly with children. So then, one must prepare him or herself to endure quite a lifestyle; thus, one should get married, be involved, and join institutions - particularly that of the marrying kind.
Though it appears natural to form a relationship and have a family, it also requires work, tradition, and commitment. One should prepare for the grand act of bringing offspring into the world and maintaining relationships. It is, indeed, quite an experience! That is not to state that one is a failure if he or she is either under- or un-prepared. It is simply to state that such a great responsibility requires one to join various kinds of institutions involving society, economics, and personal relationships, and one must be prepared for that, which is why many of us grow up among institutions.
I do not wish to take the fun out of a marriage for anyone because, on the contrary, I believe a ceremony which involves two beings in love should be celebrated since it honors the unifying of two separate families who grow into one. It is a grand occurrence and should be looked at with great wonder because it is beautiful and seemingly ever-lasting. And, even if it is not, it is a wonderful experience, great commitment, and a treasure to be able to be intimate and part of a growing family. Though it also seems natural two lovers would want to stay together as long as possible to raise a child, that is not always the case; still, it is an unique experience for anyone and I am happy to see so many want to continue the tradition of house, marriage, and family. Perhaps the institution of marriage is not so bad!
I live a normal life under a roof, working and taking care of kids and their father. It seems pretty official I should be Married, with children. The reason - yet again - I choose not to get married is because I do not believe in the institution of it. It is so confining! Though I see how commitment is crucial, I do not think one must take a vow of "'til death do us part."
There was a time when a friend suggested divorce is common and a grand option. As many would concur, Then, what is the point??! In a way, that is my point! That, right there, proves both statements cancels one another - thus, end of story.
The real reason I do not care for the institution of marriage is because it is - yet again - another institution. I have spent so much of my life trying to understand institutions and society. To me, one cannot exist without the other. It is so complex (rather, such a complicated relationship) that whoever said we enter this world as either a slave or prisoner is somewhat correct.
Oh-no! I am complaining again. Waah, waah, waah! Life is so hard! Most of us have to work to make a living under a concrete system which often slants progress with little payback. Waah! To some who only focus on work, money, and fleeing relationships, especially those involving that which can and does perpetuate humanity but without "getting involved" -- sure, most can find sooooooo much time to do as they please. Actually, that is to state, they have a lot of opportunity to climb various ladders and stay afloat ... in buildings. Lets be honest, most can and do take the elevator, live an indoor, comfortable life, and simply use the excuse of travel as their vacation time while claiming to also have glorious (lonely) lives. That is their chance and choice to do as they please. Sure!
As for the 70 percent of us, give or take, who contribute to various industrialized nations and commerce, we are the ones who often have a family, buy the house and cars, and help economies and communities thrive. We are the ones who prolong the world through business, culture, and even the endeavor of humanity, which is simply to experience, grow and live. We contribute (enormously) to lifestyles and development, and are the hardworking families who, in essence, need the legality of the institution of marriage for our family.
Let us think, for a moment, how most children come into industrialized nations - born in a hospital, often go to a childcare facility or preschool at an toddler age; then, enter elementary, middle and high school, and eventually go to college. Afterwards, that same human being gets a job for the next 30 years or so. During this development, many can and do fall in love and will likely get married or cannot wait to do so. He or she will probably have a family or build in other ways. Eventually, that person or persons will strive to reach the institution of retirement. (An "institution" is used here because it is the organization of saving money, which will likely be invested in another institution that borrows and then pays back that money.)
Everything appears to be an institution! I am unsure how and who can stand to exist and breathe in such a way as to be raised mostly by institutions for the majority of one's life. I cannot imagine being indoors almost all of my life because I would not be able to tolerate that. To me, that is probably why so many people who live and work in industrialized nations end up divorced, broke, or angry.
To conclude on the institution of marriage, I find it beautiful that many look forward to having a grand wedding and building a life together -- possibly even having a family. It is actually the essence of life to create and keep a family, or tribe. Sure, it is like performing a magic show on a balance beam - one is constantly showcasing what looks like a well-rehearsed performance while maintaining his or her balance in life. Many know this kind of natural living makes one commit time and dedication, particularly with children. So then, one must prepare him or herself to endure quite a lifestyle; thus, one should get married, be involved, and join institutions - particularly that of the marrying kind.
Though it appears natural to form a relationship and have a family, it also requires work, tradition, and commitment. One should prepare for the grand act of bringing offspring into the world and maintaining relationships. It is, indeed, quite an experience! That is not to state that one is a failure if he or she is either under- or un-prepared. It is simply to state that such a great responsibility requires one to join various kinds of institutions involving society, economics, and personal relationships, and one must be prepared for that, which is why many of us grow up among institutions.
I do not wish to take the fun out of a marriage for anyone because, on the contrary, I believe a ceremony which involves two beings in love should be celebrated since it honors the unifying of two separate families who grow into one. It is a grand occurrence and should be looked at with great wonder because it is beautiful and seemingly ever-lasting. And, even if it is not, it is a wonderful experience, great commitment, and a treasure to be able to be intimate and part of a growing family. Though it also seems natural two lovers would want to stay together as long as possible to raise a child, that is not always the case; still, it is an unique experience for anyone and I am happy to see so many want to continue the tradition of house, marriage, and family. Perhaps the institution of marriage is not so bad!
2.14.2019
Forward On!
It might just be an unique perspective to view certain topics so passionately as to not be able to quit 'em. The SD Liz Lifestyle has been one of music, politics, astrology, health, and world issues. In fact, there are so many topics at hand, I find it amazing that so many appear to cruise through life so casually and not care about various topics. It may be easier to simply state how many are still asleep and need to WAKE UP to their surroundings.
To start, the energy of current times does appear to be changing. There are credible sources which point to changes in Earth's rotation and its magnetic pull. Weather occurrences and temperature variation are showing fluctuations, which have an impact on environment. Nowadays, many also cannot deny the impact of human pollution.
If one pays attention to the political arena, there are various issues arising more and more each day. Most of it appears to deal with debt. Other issues appear to be about government and how people are being governed. In the USA, some people are taking to social media to question their democracy and whether their vote and voice matters. Indeed, political uprisings are very telling of how groups of people are feeling with their everyday life.
For the last few months and until March in Astrology, the Full Moon has occurred at zero degrees of each new sign. Time-wise, the end of 2019 might be pivotal since it occurs seven years since the significance of the year, 2012. Many astrologers are also expressing messages of "letting go of the past." Perhaps humanity has actually entered a New Age and it has now fully began.
Though there are many topics which could be discussed, there continues to be a need for productivity. The economy is important in the everyday life of various people - if not the majority of them. Without the wheels and revolving doors of monetary policy, the gears of reality would appear to stop. Once more banks and businesses realize the importance of investing in one of the most vital resources, which includes workers and their family, they may begin to realize the role most of them perform in revitalizing economies.
Until then, there are so many topics at hand which should be addressed. Though it was a pleasure to actively showcase many of the subjects just mentioned, it is time to move, "Forward On" and focus on that which is most important. For me, that is the continuance of writing and bringing attention to chosen issues which have my attention - my full attention.
Take care out there!
To start, the energy of current times does appear to be changing. There are credible sources which point to changes in Earth's rotation and its magnetic pull. Weather occurrences and temperature variation are showing fluctuations, which have an impact on environment. Nowadays, many also cannot deny the impact of human pollution.
If one pays attention to the political arena, there are various issues arising more and more each day. Most of it appears to deal with debt. Other issues appear to be about government and how people are being governed. In the USA, some people are taking to social media to question their democracy and whether their vote and voice matters. Indeed, political uprisings are very telling of how groups of people are feeling with their everyday life.
For the last few months and until March in Astrology, the Full Moon has occurred at zero degrees of each new sign. Time-wise, the end of 2019 might be pivotal since it occurs seven years since the significance of the year, 2012. Many astrologers are also expressing messages of "letting go of the past." Perhaps humanity has actually entered a New Age and it has now fully began.
Though there are many topics which could be discussed, there continues to be a need for productivity. The economy is important in the everyday life of various people - if not the majority of them. Without the wheels and revolving doors of monetary policy, the gears of reality would appear to stop. Once more banks and businesses realize the importance of investing in one of the most vital resources, which includes workers and their family, they may begin to realize the role most of them perform in revitalizing economies.
Until then, there are so many topics at hand which should be addressed. Though it was a pleasure to actively showcase many of the subjects just mentioned, it is time to move, "Forward On" and focus on that which is most important. For me, that is the continuance of writing and bringing attention to chosen issues which have my attention - my full attention.
Take care out there!
6.05.2018
Energy III
Energy is, again, increasing, and it is beautiful. It is interesting to watch not only how our planet is a living entity in itself with such force and a breathing body as to create and destroy, but there are outer forces which cause us to be at our most vulnerable. Perhaps that is also the essence of existing: via YouTube
3.22.2018
Loneliness
*This post was originally written by yours truly on another blog, owned and operated by yours truly. However, due to various audiences, I have decided to publish this post here, as well.
From, "Alone" via [unnamed blog]:
From, "Alone" via [unnamed blog]:
It is inevitable! At some point, we all feel alone. Perhaps there are some who are so blessed to always feel connected to another source of energy to the point where he, she, or it is never alone. That source of life is extremely lucky, for this writer has found that no matter how much she believes in endless energy, there is still a feeling of loneliness.
Really, are we ever alone? There is so much vastness and sources of energy that it appears to be foolish to ever feel alone; however, maybe in one's society, culture, or upbringing, there is a sense of loneliness which never goes away - an emptiness deep inside. Perhaps, as each source of energy appears almost eternally connected, some of us can also fall into a deep nothingness - as deep as the vortex of space - infinite in so many ways.
There is a possibility to where energy may cease to exist in some netherworld where nothing is ever tangible - only lost. Perhaps that is hell. Maybe there is a void some souls cannot rid because their energy is forever lost. That would be the saddest creation, ever. And, who knows - for some, it may be true; though, personally, this writer would consistently view such notion as questionable.
In fact, in my existence, there is constant energy. There is constant motion and always a possibility of connection. There is vastness - one filled with infinite amounts of energy to the point where Energy will never cease to exist - ever! Energy rejuvenates, and perhaps, does not die - ever.
In such an universe where energy does not cease to exist, there is endless possibility. In fact, anything is possible! Energy is free and roaming, it crashes and rejuvenates, and later, forms into a matter capable of experiencing various forms.
When Energy decides to take a leap of faith into a life form, it experiences a physicality where matter matters, Consciousness becomes forms of matter, and connection is direct. As this writer experiences this physical world with all its wonder, stresses, and possibilities, she cannot help but reflect that no matter what happens, she is fully responsible for each event since she is connected to it- whether she is at fault for initiating such experience or not. Obviously, a child would have little say or direct fault, but as a person becomes older and wiser, he or she may have the potential of either living life to the fullest, or perhaps, the loneliest.
Alone, in a world so big with a sky so vast that -really- there is no way a soul should ever feel alone! However, humans have emotions, which logic can turn into a sense of desperation when one seeks validation through another; otherwise, why would one feel so alone when there is so much possibility?
There are many reasons why some of us feel so alone. Particularly in this day and age, connections can easily be lost or taken for granted. There are several bouts of betrayal and some simply cannot handle the stress of trying to please, serve, or assist others. There are many reasons why some feel the need to be alone, but likewise, there are several reasons why some should never feel alone.
There is simply too much potential!
Never. Feel. Alone.
2.19.2018
Valentine's Day 2018
Ah, the day which comes and celebrates love is known as Valentine's Day and is much celebrated in the USA. With origins pertaining to the sacrifice and commitment of the most endearing spirit, many pertain the day to Saint Valentine, whose early history is mythical and still a bit murky. It is perhaps a tale similar to Romeo and Juliet, for what would one do without love? Indeed, love is legendary.
The current year is 2018 and although Valentine's Day is celebrated on February 14th, it often falls on the ecliptic orbit of the earth, meaning an eclipse of the sun and moon is likely to happen. This year, a solar eclipse took place on February 15, 2018. However, anytime there is a New Moon, it takes around three days to pass the sun's position, so the metaphysical aspects of not only an eclipse, but a moon phase can and will be stronger than usual.
Sure, only metaphysical believers should continue reading on about how the solar eclipse may or may not have affected worldly, human, and conscious events. For some to state that the new moon eclipsing the sun due to its path at the time had repercussions here on earth may sound absurd, but it makes sense to others. To also throw some astrology on top of the eclipse would then have to be utterly ridiculous in trying to explain to some people why certain events take place to WAKE UP! I mean, wake some of us up - the rest remain either asleep, or have been up for a while, now.
The solar eclipse in astrology is driven by nodes. The north node is often looked upon as symbolic to that of the North Star, while the south node is often seen as something similar to the root chakra, per se. When one studies the stars, moon, planets, and even asteroids, one may notate Ascension versus the root level. In fact, various beliefs around the world deal with reaching different levels of planes and human consciousness.
In astrology, when we talk about the north node versus the south one, we tend to imply the difference in ecliptic paths, usually referring to the path of the moon to that of the sun. (After all, the Earth and moon orbit around the sun.) When the north node is opposite the south node at the exact time of an earth-occurring eclipse, it is significant. It is the astral equivalent to an earthquake occurring in the heavens, but really, within our solar system. There may not be noticeable waves, but instead, cerebral ones - especially relating to that of consciousness.
The recent solar eclipse took place in Leo and Aquarius, as it tends to do; however, at that time, there was significant planetary alignment. On a date which occurred as both Valentine's Day and the start of Lent for one influential religion, human consciousness adjusted to the emotional tie of noted societal events, which also carries significance and can alter our state of consciousness (even by adjusting neurological occurrences related to the chemical process of euphoria in the brain.) What astrology will do is explain tendencies and characteristics which tend to take place at certain times and moments; thus, the north node in Leo is equivalent to that which is true to the heart, while Aquarius tends to be fickle and slow to move forward. General Astrology tends to explain that the collective consciousness of humanity will be affected by the general atmosphere of the present time and place of each person as a collective variable, meaning a snapshot may be taken of the most significant point in time for our species and forms of enlightenment.
The sign of Leo is known to be centered in the heart and therefore carries plenty of pride - maybe, too much pride! However, Leo is also represented by the Sun, which delivers its orbiting bodies mass amounts of energy and waves. Indeed, the sun lights our path! Leo is therefore proud and deserving, with no questions asked.
On the other hand, Aquarius is an air sign and the water bearer. Also known as one of the bipolar signs, Aquarian energy is fickle. At times, it wants to shine, and other times, run into deep waters. Aquarian energy is delightful in that those born under its sun position radiate high but will also sink low, considering other planetary influences and how each affect its infectious rays of light.
The north node in Leo at the time of the eclipse took a snapshot of our collective imprint when it came to matters of the heart - particularly at a time when the love in one's heart mattered according to how he or she currently lives, or lived on February 14th, otherwise known as Valentine's Day. The south node in Aquarius pretty much was the irresponsible party, or where collective attention tends to go when it comes to ignoring matters of the heart which require attention, specifically while opposing Leo - meaning, we are not in our heart, but perhaps, aimed more toward instant gratification.
SHALLOWNESS! Aquarians can be pretty shallow, but that is more a defensive way-of-life than a heart-centered decision. What is important for humanity is that the majority of us cannot follow the south node of living. This indicates more people need to heal and make the decision to help and heal others. Leo is heart-centered and the direction of the North, while Aquarius is its opposite, fickle, and the direction of the south node.
Some may have a hard time believing that horrific events which occurred in the USA may have been due to our collective consciousness - particularly, where we are putting the most of our attention. We may not be as true to our hearts as we believe, and this may be due to fickle or shallow reasons. Particularly at this time in history, we are becoming more aware of the connectivity to our fellow soulmates aboard the same ship; therefore, we may be either enclosing and isolating ourselves from others, or welcoming them with open arms, compassion, and bravery. Each of us can and do make an impact, even if one thinks of him or herself as insignificant. We are all variables adding to the sum of this planet and are experiencing physical reality on it - not only on a personal and social level, but as a collective one.
Matters of the heart may not always be easy, just as the sun shining each day may be clouded by heavy water vapor and chemical mixes, while the sun's radiating energy may one day go KABOOM! It is all a matter of timing, collective being, and divine intervention, even if divinity is equal to other influential bodies of matter orbiting the same radiating star, or something higher. However one wants to explain certain events, happenings, and tendencies, it is comforting to know that billions of us are on one magnificent body of energy and mass, and that we are capable of true love.
Until Next Time ...
With Love.
-LIZ
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The current year is 2018 and although Valentine's Day is celebrated on February 14th, it often falls on the ecliptic orbit of the earth, meaning an eclipse of the sun and moon is likely to happen. This year, a solar eclipse took place on February 15, 2018. However, anytime there is a New Moon, it takes around three days to pass the sun's position, so the metaphysical aspects of not only an eclipse, but a moon phase can and will be stronger than usual.
Sure, only metaphysical believers should continue reading on about how the solar eclipse may or may not have affected worldly, human, and conscious events. For some to state that the new moon eclipsing the sun due to its path at the time had repercussions here on earth may sound absurd, but it makes sense to others. To also throw some astrology on top of the eclipse would then have to be utterly ridiculous in trying to explain to some people why certain events take place to WAKE UP! I mean, wake some of us up - the rest remain either asleep, or have been up for a while, now.
The solar eclipse in astrology is driven by nodes. The north node is often looked upon as symbolic to that of the North Star, while the south node is often seen as something similar to the root chakra, per se. When one studies the stars, moon, planets, and even asteroids, one may notate Ascension versus the root level. In fact, various beliefs around the world deal with reaching different levels of planes and human consciousness.
In astrology, when we talk about the north node versus the south one, we tend to imply the difference in ecliptic paths, usually referring to the path of the moon to that of the sun. (After all, the Earth and moon orbit around the sun.) When the north node is opposite the south node at the exact time of an earth-occurring eclipse, it is significant. It is the astral equivalent to an earthquake occurring in the heavens, but really, within our solar system. There may not be noticeable waves, but instead, cerebral ones - especially relating to that of consciousness.
The sign of Leo is known to be centered in the heart and therefore carries plenty of pride - maybe, too much pride! However, Leo is also represented by the Sun, which delivers its orbiting bodies mass amounts of energy and waves. Indeed, the sun lights our path! Leo is therefore proud and deserving, with no questions asked.
On the other hand, Aquarius is an air sign and the water bearer. Also known as one of the bipolar signs, Aquarian energy is fickle. At times, it wants to shine, and other times, run into deep waters. Aquarian energy is delightful in that those born under its sun position radiate high but will also sink low, considering other planetary influences and how each affect its infectious rays of light.
The north node in Leo at the time of the eclipse took a snapshot of our collective imprint when it came to matters of the heart - particularly at a time when the love in one's heart mattered according to how he or she currently lives, or lived on February 14th, otherwise known as Valentine's Day. The south node in Aquarius pretty much was the irresponsible party, or where collective attention tends to go when it comes to ignoring matters of the heart which require attention, specifically while opposing Leo - meaning, we are not in our heart, but perhaps, aimed more toward instant gratification.
Some may have a hard time believing that horrific events which occurred in the USA may have been due to our collective consciousness - particularly, where we are putting the most of our attention. We may not be as true to our hearts as we believe, and this may be due to fickle or shallow reasons. Particularly at this time in history, we are becoming more aware of the connectivity to our fellow soulmates aboard the same ship; therefore, we may be either enclosing and isolating ourselves from others, or welcoming them with open arms, compassion, and bravery. Each of us can and do make an impact, even if one thinks of him or herself as insignificant. We are all variables adding to the sum of this planet and are experiencing physical reality on it - not only on a personal and social level, but as a collective one.
Matters of the heart may not always be easy, just as the sun shining each day may be clouded by heavy water vapor and chemical mixes, while the sun's radiating energy may one day go KABOOM! It is all a matter of timing, collective being, and divine intervention, even if divinity is equal to other influential bodies of matter orbiting the same radiating star, or something higher. However one wants to explain certain events, happenings, and tendencies, it is comforting to know that billions of us are on one magnificent body of energy and mass, and that we are capable of true love.
Until Next Time ...
With Love.
-LIZ
Valentine's Day 2018 by SD Liz is licensed under a
Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.
Based on a work at https://sdlizlivestyle.blogspot.com/2018/02/valentines-day-2018.html.
Permissions beyond the scope of this license may be available at http://sdlizlivestyle.blogspot.com.
2.10.2018
Energy II
I wonder how many feel it. How many really feel the collective energy? Not just the type humans emanate, but also, incoming energy affecting our planet. It is strong and life-changing. Similar to an awakening, recent solar energy appears to be stronger than usual. Perhaps it is due to our planet's declining protective energy shield. Maybe more solar rays enter our atmosphere and x-rated ones do not bounce away. Perhaps dangerous amounts enter into our stratosphere and continue to cause the greenhouse effect.
Lately, temperatures in Southern California have been fluctuating in both ways by about 15 to 30 degrees. It occurs at various times but appears to hold steady on a yearly basis. The temperature of the planet is rising and humanity is feeling more of its effects.
There is a brightness! There is incredible energy in our universe which is emanating all sorts of power, gases, and creation. It seems the more Consciousness expands, the more we, as humanity, discover it. We live in an amazing time where possibilities appear to be nearly endless.
As bodily sacks of nutrients and fluids, we must all take care to accept these fluctuations of energy. We must remember who we are, take time to rest, breathe, care, and sustain our way of life. There may be times when fellow men or women cannot handle such an increase in energy. We must have compassion for those who do not seek the light, nor plan on changing according to it - whether that means due to lack of light or an abundance of it.
Our cells vibrate according to the influx of energy. We all must take care to nurture ourselves, as well as utilize the increasing energy appropriately. This may mean we drink mostly fluids, we sleep more, we rest, we think or feel enormously - there is an abundance of ways humanity can use this energy. It only becomes harmful when we deny it, or allow it to affect our bodily sacks in a negative way. For example, if we become dehydrated or constantly have negative thoughts ... if we live in denial or in hatred ... if we become envious or jealous of others for enjoying the influx of energy and thought.
Energy can be like a rollercoaster with short-term intervals and long-term ones, too. It can make some sick and some giddy. It can appear endless; yet, it can cut one's ride short! Do not take this influx of energy for granted, but instead, utilize it accordingly. It is better to take care of one's self and ride the wave versus resist it and live in denial. Either way, the light, the temperature, the collective energy can and will affect you.
Take care of you ... and loved ones!
Lately, temperatures in Southern California have been fluctuating in both ways by about 15 to 30 degrees. It occurs at various times but appears to hold steady on a yearly basis. The temperature of the planet is rising and humanity is feeling more of its effects.
There is a brightness! There is incredible energy in our universe which is emanating all sorts of power, gases, and creation. It seems the more Consciousness expands, the more we, as humanity, discover it. We live in an amazing time where possibilities appear to be nearly endless.
As bodily sacks of nutrients and fluids, we must all take care to accept these fluctuations of energy. We must remember who we are, take time to rest, breathe, care, and sustain our way of life. There may be times when fellow men or women cannot handle such an increase in energy. We must have compassion for those who do not seek the light, nor plan on changing according to it - whether that means due to lack of light or an abundance of it.
Our cells vibrate according to the influx of energy. We all must take care to nurture ourselves, as well as utilize the increasing energy appropriately. This may mean we drink mostly fluids, we sleep more, we rest, we think or feel enormously - there is an abundance of ways humanity can use this energy. It only becomes harmful when we deny it, or allow it to affect our bodily sacks in a negative way. For example, if we become dehydrated or constantly have negative thoughts ... if we live in denial or in hatred ... if we become envious or jealous of others for enjoying the influx of energy and thought.
Energy can be like a rollercoaster with short-term intervals and long-term ones, too. It can make some sick and some giddy. It can appear endless; yet, it can cut one's ride short! Do not take this influx of energy for granted, but instead, utilize it accordingly. It is better to take care of one's self and ride the wave versus resist it and live in denial. Either way, the light, the temperature, the collective energy can and will affect you.
Take care of you ... and loved ones!
11.01.2017
Hollow
As much as I have tried to fill my heart with patience, good deeds, and low expectations, I find I still suffer. I suffer from lack of support, lack of warmth, and mostly, a hollow heart. I am trying, though. I am trying to stay happy, hopeful, and fulfilled. Really, I am happy! I love my life; though, there are bumps and rough edges. I admit, I did not have the most stable childhood, and to this day, I am unsure if life choices came from my upbringing or independent spirit. Sure, I had to make it ... all by myself, with little support. In fact, to this day, I have little support from loved ones for whatever reasons besides selfishness, mental health, and perhaps, their own upbringing. For, I come from a small family tree, which is somewhat broken. So many branches and green leaves have fallen off; yet, still, I persist.
It is like falling down. Sometimes, I fall so hard, I cannot get back up - rather, I feel as if I cannot rise, but then I do. I get up and face another day. I face my life - practically alone - even if I do have a beautiful family in which I also helped to create. In fact, I have a beautiful life! The sun shines down on us, and we are so blessed because we all work so hard; yet, still, I remain lonely.
I cannot help but think I will always be alone. Indeed, I must face each challenge alone, and sometimes, each reward. Really, it appears that life is about achievements and tests; we are constantly being tested on morality and human endeavors. Is it my own doing? Is everything of my own doing? Am I the sole creator of my life, or am I randomly selected to experience various types of activities to which I must adhere? Perhaps there is no such thing as fate. Perhaps there are no higher powers which assist humanity in either rising or falling. After all, that is all hocus-pocus! So, then, what is the exact definition of morality... and to whom? Just because I am a fractional part of humanity does not mean I cannot define things on my own. I am my own person, and still, I continue on.
I do not have a hollow heart. In fact, it is filled with genuine love, compassion, kindness, and gratitude. I am happy. I am grateful. I notice blessings and am thankful for sunshine and security. I have hope, and I try to not allow fear to get the best of me as I fill my head with nonsense - the kind that is constantly reported on TV or social media. Okay, so it may not all be nonsense, but a true portrayal of various activities taking place on Earth in which I mostly have no control. I cannot decide the destiny of humanity, nor can I steer it clear of certain, fateful tragedies; though, I may add a bit of positivity by sharing, caring, or even just smiling.
Perhaps I have a bit of a hollow heart. Perhaps I do not mean everything I say, feel, or think and I fake a smile to just get by since I have no control over everyday occurrences of random societies. So much goes on, it appears smart not to stop, breathe, and relax. Okay, maybe it is actually healthy to take a break and relax a little by not being so stressed and consumed with constant information that continues to pop up hour by hour, day-by-day. There must be more to life than just nonstop news, communication, dutiful responsibilities, and contributions - not to mention family obligations. There must be more to this hollow existence than what appears to be a black hole getting sucked back into itself, and therefore, back toward eternity.
There must be more to this hollow existence.
It is like falling down. Sometimes, I fall so hard, I cannot get back up - rather, I feel as if I cannot rise, but then I do. I get up and face another day. I face my life - practically alone - even if I do have a beautiful family in which I also helped to create. In fact, I have a beautiful life! The sun shines down on us, and we are so blessed because we all work so hard; yet, still, I remain lonely.
I cannot help but think I will always be alone. Indeed, I must face each challenge alone, and sometimes, each reward. Really, it appears that life is about achievements and tests; we are constantly being tested on morality and human endeavors. Is it my own doing? Is everything of my own doing? Am I the sole creator of my life, or am I randomly selected to experience various types of activities to which I must adhere? Perhaps there is no such thing as fate. Perhaps there are no higher powers which assist humanity in either rising or falling. After all, that is all hocus-pocus! So, then, what is the exact definition of morality... and to whom? Just because I am a fractional part of humanity does not mean I cannot define things on my own. I am my own person, and still, I continue on.
I do not have a hollow heart. In fact, it is filled with genuine love, compassion, kindness, and gratitude. I am happy. I am grateful. I notice blessings and am thankful for sunshine and security. I have hope, and I try to not allow fear to get the best of me as I fill my head with nonsense - the kind that is constantly reported on TV or social media. Okay, so it may not all be nonsense, but a true portrayal of various activities taking place on Earth in which I mostly have no control. I cannot decide the destiny of humanity, nor can I steer it clear of certain, fateful tragedies; though, I may add a bit of positivity by sharing, caring, or even just smiling.
Perhaps I have a bit of a hollow heart. Perhaps I do not mean everything I say, feel, or think and I fake a smile to just get by since I have no control over everyday occurrences of random societies. So much goes on, it appears smart not to stop, breathe, and relax. Okay, maybe it is actually healthy to take a break and relax a little by not being so stressed and consumed with constant information that continues to pop up hour by hour, day-by-day. There must be more to life than just nonstop news, communication, dutiful responsibilities, and contributions - not to mention family obligations. There must be more to this hollow existence than what appears to be a black hole getting sucked back into itself, and therefore, back toward eternity.
There must be more to this hollow existence.
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